Day 1
5/16/06
My name is Karen. I have never done a blog before I have written in a dear friends blog which has helped me on my journey and brought me to this very spot.
I have written journals off and on in my life. I want to be able to capture moments in time that I feel might be very helpful to me later in life.
I shouldl say I dedicate this blog to Heather. She has been so instrumental in helping me.
I have been on this journey for a long time. Its hard to say how long.
I have very few positive feelings about my youth. It was violated and abused and I felt like my soul was being tortured.Into my adult life I felt so worthless and meaningless and shameful. I had trouble sharing and opening up and I felt for a long time that death was the answer. I had to get away, but I didnt know how to or where to go. I didnt know how to ask for help.
I was eating "cheeese and crackers" in the corner when I could have had the banquet. I just learned that phrase not to long ago and it has stuck with me.
I was brought up to believe I wasnt good enough, didnt deserve, wsnt smart enough, wsnt pretty enoughwsnt thin enough!!!!
ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH I AM I AM I AM
I am worn out I will finish later
in love and health
My name is Karen. I have never done a blog before I have written in a dear friends blog which has helped me on my journey and brought me to this very spot.
I have written journals off and on in my life. I want to be able to capture moments in time that I feel might be very helpful to me later in life.
I shouldl say I dedicate this blog to Heather. She has been so instrumental in helping me.
I have been on this journey for a long time. Its hard to say how long.
I have very few positive feelings about my youth. It was violated and abused and I felt like my soul was being tortured.Into my adult life I felt so worthless and meaningless and shameful. I had trouble sharing and opening up and I felt for a long time that death was the answer. I had to get away, but I didnt know how to or where to go. I didnt know how to ask for help.
I was eating "cheeese and crackers" in the corner when I could have had the banquet. I just learned that phrase not to long ago and it has stuck with me.
I was brought up to believe I wasnt good enough, didnt deserve, wsnt smart enough, wsnt pretty enoughwsnt thin enough!!!!
ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH I AM I AM I AM
I am worn out I will finish later
in love and health
posted by karen at 5:22 PM
1 Comments:
Hi Karen, Thank you for creating this blog! You are a beautiful spirit who has a lot to share with us and I look forward to reading your blog often!
For anyone just finding Karen's blog, she is an amazing woman who is committed to healing. She has great ideas, resources and a great sense of humor!
With love,
Heather
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